Where does the motivation come from? When I really don't want to go out and run I can find any type of excuse to go to the gym and not run outside. At least I run on the treadmill, you say, but it doesn't come close to the hills of this city. I can run on the treadmill for a long time, yesterday it was for 1hr 20 min, with only one bathroom break. The last time I ran outside was on Saturday morning with Danielle. The weather was beautiful (I put on sunscreen) and we even wore the same t-shirt (!), which was cool until we were walking and people were staring... We had a nice pace, didn't walk too much and even conquered hard hills. All in all, a great run to start a great day. This week, as the weather was totally going manic depressive on us, seeing people running outside in all weather causing me a pang of desire to join them, I came to the realization that I really do love running, outside, inside, mostly outside, just not alone. When I don't have anyone to share the pain with, I opt for the indoors, something there will distract me. So this week, I went to the gym instead, no matter that Thursday's weather was the nicest it has been since November. I think that once I have more time and the weather is back on its meds, I will go out on my own or with Danielle, (or anyone else who would like to join me, but that I can get along with...) and run.
Last night someone asked me how I find the time to train for the half marathon. I told him that I don't find the time, I do what I can and I am pretty confident that I will succeed, it just might take longer than if I had trained properly for it.
Mind over matter. No pain no gain. Running for a cause?
If you find my motivation, please send it back to me. New ideas are welcome too.
Until next time.
Peace.